Tuesday, July 22, 2014
laughingsquid:

Wonderfully Twisted Porcelain Figurines by Maria Rubinke

this made my thighs quiver…in a bad way
racingbarakarts:

I’ve made a mistake

racingbarakarts:

I’ve made a mistake

hundred happy songs, forty: “Lost in Paradise,” by Evanescence. This album came out while I was studying abroad in Tokyo. It was an…enigmatic semester. Like a fairytale dream, something I’m certain never happened. Mostly great, sometimes sad, but it doesn’t feel like a memory anymore. It feels like a story someone told me. I know how I grew from it, and I appreciate (retrospectively, at least) every moment I had. This album helped keep me grounded when I felt like I was floating in a foreign country. Now I don’t feel that helpless feeling anymore. I feel like I’m standing on my own two feet. 

Other Songs: 

(1-10) “Gabriel,” Lamb//“Steer,” Missy Higgins//“Mercy,” Alanis Morissette//“Time of our lives,” Tyrone Wells//“Dancing,” Elisa//“Lights,” Ellie Goulding//“Like a bird,” Nelly Furtado//“Honoo to mori no kanibaru,” SEKAI NO OWARI//“Hunter,” Dido//“A Thousand Miles,” Vanessa Carlton

(11-20) “Ready,” Kelly Clarkson//“Heartbreak Down,” P!nk//“For Everything a Reason,” Carina Round//“Colorblind,” Natalie Walker//“Say Something,” Pentatonix//“A Drop in the Ocean,” Ron Pope//“My Immortal,” Evanescence//“Here Comes the Rain Again,” Coury Palermo//“Broken Angel,” Boyce Avenue//“Possession,” Sarah McLachlan

(21-30) “Together,” the xx//“Walking on Air,” Kerli//“Release Me,” Agnes//“Dirty Little Secret,” All-American Rejects//“Slow Me Down,” Emmy Rossum//“Forgive Me,” Missy Higgins//“If I Die Young,” The Band Perry//“The District Sleeps Alone Tonight,” the Post Service//“Wonder,” Lamb//”Since You’ve Been Around,” Rosie Thomas

(31 - 39) “Folding Chair,” Regina Spektor//”Here I Confess,” Sleepthief (Joanna Stevens)//”Sanctuary (Angel Main Theme)” Robert J Kral (Darling Violetta)//”Angel of Mine,” The Icarus Account//”Snowdonia,” Message to Bears//”Bouncing Off the Ceiling (Upside Down),” A*Teens//”Starlight Parade,” SEKAI NO OWARI//”Anything Could Happen,” Ellie Goulding//”Bitchin’ Summer,” Avril Lavigne

(Source: Spotify)

Monday, July 21, 2014

(Source: jamareya)

Once in a while it really hits people that they don’t have to experience the world in the way they have been told to. (via wolfdowntheearth21)

(Source: larmoyante)

Sunday, July 20, 2014
themoonphase:

bonsaibones:

I’m in love with this gif. Everything about it. The rain drizzling. The candle flickering. The colors. I love it.

favorite

themoonphase:

bonsaibones:

I’m in love with this gif. Everything about it. The rain drizzling. The candle flickering. The colors. I love it.

favorite

photohab:

Animalia Obscura by Cody Bratt

photohab:

Animalia Obscura by Cody Bratt

Saturday, July 19, 2014

i used to feel like i never *really* had friends, or like they were never *actually* my friends. in fact, for the longest time, i couldn’t have defined “friend,” let alone “best friend,” even if you’d put a gun to my head. i eventually decided to do away with the phrase “best friend” altogether, for my own sake. 

i always felt like people were only my “friends” because they were obliged to be, or we had friends in common, or because i always put myself near them. 

but it wasn’t until this week that i noticed i haven’t felt that in a long time…

i haven’t felt like that since i graduated college. it’s never been an issue for me here. 

i don’t really know what to do with this…

Friday, July 18, 2014

IRONICALLY

I’ve never felt more welcomed and a part of anything in my life until tonight, until this past year. I never want to leave.

And all this in a country that has no concept of the words “communication” or “transparency.” They may not be perfect but I can’t leave yet…I’m not sure I can say I’ve ever felt that anyone was sad to see me leave or happy to have me stay, not as much as I felt this week.